Sour grapes
Bitten apple
Why is life full of sorrow?
Back then,
I cherish life
Back then,
I was happy
But then,
Love had came..
I didn't imagine then
That there's no more,
happier things aside from toys
But that's then..
Now I know that
love is foolish
Love don't make us happy
Sure they make you happy!
But does it always last forever?
No..
Love makes you believe things will happen..
But do they always happen??
No..
Love is another foolish man doings..
Love shouldn't exist
Because the world wasn't made to make people sad..
The world is made..
not by LOVE..
but by creation..
Yes I know many people will disagree..
but if you're one of those people that is frustated and also thinking LOVE is foolish..
Then cherish..
Because you're one of those peoplewho really see the pain truths of LOVE..
And my last words to you my friends..
CONGRATULATIONS!
Because you're one of those people who's lucky enogh to read a frustated poem of a 14year-old girl..
Who never thought that LOVE would come to her
Because she's not aware that even she FIGHT LOVE, LOVE will FIGHT back..
Because LOVE is strong..
Stronger than she is..
Right now, she doesn't care what DAMN! rating you want to give her
Because she doesn't care who the DAMN you are..
And she also doesn't care what DAMN comments you want to give her..
Because she doesn't want to read your stupid comments..
Right now, all she wants to do is FIGHT LOVE
Even if she knows what stupid thing she will gonna do..
Because DAMN,
she doesn't care..

I just got obsessed in writing down a feeling of ANGER towards LOVE..
So that's it for now..
You're free tocomment to this "poem"..
Because DAMN i don't care! :)*
.............................SHEILA

              ShEesHeLaLa hErE!!Hoi!How ComE u All DiN uPDatE??!!!Grrrr...HmmM..WaD tO wrIte ArH??!!oHH YaH!!a Lot oF StoRy To TeLL..GoT tiS GuY WhoM i haD a CruSh WiF..QuiTe LonG laaa..He VerY HaNdSomE!!!BuT Now..He GoT a GF aLrEaDy....I SO SAD!!!i MiSS thE Long Phone caLLs...Now i no LonGeR ConTaCt WiF HiM..CaUse DuN WaNa DiStuRb Him aNymOre..GoT Gf mAh!!!HaiZ...

ReCenTly,iVe beEn hoPeLeSSLy reAcHiN Out FOr tIs GuY...He NoT taT Gd LooKiN But VeRy VeRy GeNtLemAn..I GOt CloSed WiF Him..BuT DeN On MiD oF JuLy..i FouNd oUt tAt He LyKs 'S' aNd 'S' LykEs Him Too..i was So SaD aNd I ve BeeN mOOdY FOr The WhOle mOntH..He GoT AsKed me Y i wAs So mOodY aNd i SaId DUNNOE..HaIz..Im JuSt WaStInG mY TImE CaUSe He'LL NeVEr Be mIne..AiYaH..wAdeVEr LaA..FReAk LaAA...ARGH!!!!i Wanna StAy SinGle...mOrE BeTTEr..!!!

Hmm.... so long since i update this blog ya....
U all also... bad gers... i thought we didn't wanna let this
bloggie die b4 uz...???

Hahaz....
Hmm...
Dis is fun!
Hmm....
Now wat?

Hmm...
I'm at lost fer words!!!
Hahahahahhehehehehe...
Harppie! Crappie! Sleeeepie!
Yupz...
zzzzzzz....
Tiredz....

bubbieeee....

hey girls.... seems like we forgot abt our baby here... we shd stop spending so much time on our own blogs n look after her too.....

neway.... tmr goin to the malacca trip... any1 wans chincalok or belachan while im there??? or even dodol??? jus came back frm sji camp ytd.... and i dunno who i'm fallin for right now... so i'm damn confused... yan i dun have any ideas... u fell for a guy... i dunno how i feel right now or im fallin into another trap.... and i still despise that big bitch even though i dun care abt his feelings anymore.... HL, im in a state of uncertainty over my thoughts.... sorry if im too curt with u... love u... and ur still cute no matter wat...

harloz ppl.... me and HL becomin more n more goon by the day... we're turnin into one another.... haha... later might be goin LINE DANCING, not LION DANCING
got difference hor...

yan, i cant forget the other HIM... the one who took my heart... now i'm cryin over the decision i made so long ago... i jus cried laz nyte... is diz the path im supposed to make? cuz if it is, i dun think i can survive thru it....

saw my razor and almost tempted to use it... but for that temporary high i only experienced once... god what is wrong with me??? i cant seem to let go... cuz it's killin me the pain's so comfortin.... to HL, im not lykin u to spite somebody cuz i lyke u genuinely... but i've made my own pain worse with all the irrational decisions i made cuz it was all on impulse... i luv u, kk? pls dun think that i'm a bitch.. cuz if u do, than that's what i am....

if it was all an illusion, i'd fall for the same tricks again...

from left: Nur Fahriyanni (devil rebel) and Nasirah A. Razak (grannie)

lolz..so nice rite!!!me n my grannie...see we complement each other...

What's with everyone and love? It's nothing....really... I mean....ok la....
I understand that as teens u all are thirsty for love...but it can get u real
down.... It causes alot of misunderstandings....ALOT of heartache...

In short.... It's not really as genuine as u all may think it is... it's nothing
fantastic... Love is really just an illusion created by people who think
they are in love...

Well what is a relationship? To me... I think it's about two people having
tremendous weaknesses and vulnerabilities like we all do and one person
being able to strengthen the other in their areas of vulnerability. You need
each other, you complete each other, passion, romance aside...

I'm not saying that i know more than you guys... but seriously...
think about it before jumping into things impulsively....alright...?

Who knows.... Perhaps... We are all getting wiser....

Muack... Love all of you...

Singning out...
xxxxxxxx
Grannie

DeViLrEbEl signing in! wassup?!?!
zis iz to allz my peepz out zere...
love y'll very much.. <BIG FAT WET KISH...MUACKSZ>

hiez.. dis is jelly crazer reporting....
so hows life folks... n i include old folks too.. so grannie dats u...
firstly,
i wanna say thankz to naggy aunty... for gettin his no. n stuff.. but i think he's avoidin me.. so im givin him e same reaction...
secondly,
i wanna giv an advice to my grannie.. grannie u wrote dat as u grow older u will get wiser...  but i dun think dat rule applies to my gong gong gone grannie.. HEHEX>>> but stl u r my beloved grannie
thirdly,
i wanna giv a blessin to e devil rebel.. not too be too rebellious n devil-ous?? n oso hope dat her luv story wit e 'yet anotha guy who plays hockey' would end off with enchanting melody n over-filled happiness.. urm.. i'll be dere to play sum musiq so dat dere will be enchantin melody??? hehez kk..
fourthly,
i wanna bless my baby bear.. coz i stl v confused whether she stl likes her bear2 or anotha guy...n remember to take off ur specs afta sch coz ure eyes big enuff rady afta all u r a bear.. so dun need to wear glasses..
fifthly,
i wanna thank cutie pixie for her card.. to me n my brotha.. yes my real brotha.. its so lovely!!! ya... n stl hope dat she ties two plaits to school everyday.. isnt she juz so cute???
lastly, i noe as a young kid im long-winded n i noe u mus be waitin long for dis..
LASTLY>>>
i wanna wish all of u a v happy new yr.. oops wrong event.. happy campfire tho it had alrady ended.. so cute!!!
wait one more sec plz..
REALLY DIS TYM>> LASTLY...
i want to tell u all dat i luv myself n jelly.. hehehz....hahahz....hohohz....